Life la o ka Make Freak (Part 3)

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Keia ano ua ana ua hoano e ia e ka addict ua ho'ākāka 'ia ma nā'ōlelo: ka uhaʻiʻana i ka narcotic a me ka pololi. Akā, ma ka pokole o ka noʻu-wawahi addict e pono pono a me keia creepy manaʻo: hoʻomāinoino '. Naʻe, ina o ka hoʻokolokoloʻiaʻana i ia ia i ka Ilamuku, ka mea i ho'āʻo i ka ulia. Where o ka Ilamuku?

A hangman - he lāʻau addict loko, i loko o ke kino. 'O kēia ka loa Wiliama i kona makemake haʻalele. ʻoleʻana hoʻomäinoino! Ua pono ka mea a kohu pono ... No! "Dope" kā lākou e māhuahua mahele lāʻau. Makaleho kona poe kiai halepaahao! Kona ino haku.

Oe ke ole ka maliu mai? A laila, e hoʻomanawanui.

Hoomau a hiki! Akā, e lawe i mimi! Wiliama lokoino i ruthless. Poe koa ruthless. Oe i ike? Oh, e lohe no ka mea, ... manawa e ike mai pilikino ka hoao ana.

Hoakaka i ka addict uaʻike piʻi i loko o ke au o ka pololi, ino. Aching a pau! Ola headaches a pōniuniu. 'Ole - he huihui' ana o nā. Nausea. Ka luaʻi. "Goosebumps" a me ka ole, e like me ma kiʻekiʻe ana wela. Nāʻiʻo hoʻomaka haʻalulu, akā, i ka shiver kekahi manawa hele i loko o convulsions (i loko o kanaka i kapa ai i keia kŰia hua'ōlelo "cramps"). Ma loko o ka maʻamau koko holo, hanu i intermittent, ināʻaʻole "intercept" ka puu. Pinepine ana syncope.

Ma keia hihia, ke addict hina i loko o kekahi kalaka nui-ike no moku'āina, ia mea he pono ke makaʻu (aʻaʻole he lāʻau addict i loko o ia wahi, i hiki makemake e'uī lepeta makau!), A ma laila nō pilikia makapō paha auditory hallucinations: o ka mea mana ano e oia huki ia manamana, laila, loheʻino olelo hooweliweli "Dogon ! Hopu! Au e pepehi aku oe !!! "a kikeke kekahi grueling uhane.

Kekahi lāʻau mea hoʻohana i loko o kēia wā ka ikaika hauʻoli loa, hiki ole tolerate mālamalama'ōlinolino a kani liloʻano pākīkē a me ka weliweli, no ka mea, ma ka mea ikiʻuʻuku lā hele i loko o unbridled inaina.

Naʻe, i ka naoh mea okoa. Ua ka hana i kekahi kanaka, e hina ia i loko o ke kaumaha, ma ka luku loa hopelessness, mea, aole ia i malama pehea a me ka mea e hiki mai ana e hiki mai ana, ia Kahalaopuna me ina hapa-make - me ka aneane make, a ua hoʻohaʻahaʻaʻia lākouʻawaʻawa hopena.

I ka lapaau, ua kapaia o ka moku'āina o "wawahi" ole ana, alaila. Ua lŘlŘ ka maʻi addict eono i he umikumamalua hora lawe i ka lāʻau ma hope.

Kēia mea ana o ka moku'āina o ka maʻi lāʻau addict ma withdrawal Urakov.

"Externally: dilated na haumana, he waiwai wela a me ke anu clammy hou, nele o ka ikaika loa ka makemake, Kanikani'āʻula, hoʻopilikia a me soreness o nāʻiʻo i loko o ke kino, kuni, indigestion, diarrhea a me ka pinepine koi aku ia i ka paepae. Rapid lāʻau ikiʻai wale. ua hoemiia Arterial ke koko. Maloo mucous membranes, elelo lole komoʻuʻuku nona ua pua i nā (keokeo, eleele). "

Urakov i loko o kona puke, a me examples o ka weliweli degeneration o ka maʻamau kanaka i loko o ka lāʻau addict, a e loaa ana addict i withdrawal. Eia ka kekahi mau moʻolelo, naʻe, no ka mea, o ka "makua" ola.

"E kuu kane, he ua keiki la a - ole i kekahi ke malama Tanya, mai ka naau mai ka uhauha. I mua, i kona wa i i kono e 'ike "i ka hele ana i ka lani," oia laughingly hooluli. Akā, hookahi hakaka me kana kane, i kona hoʻoholoʻana e noho ilalo me ka kōkua o ka ai '. No ka mea wahine kino i ua lawa ... au haʻalele i ka hale, e waiho ana i ka ohana. Ma hope o kekahi ana i ka wahine e, ua koi 'ia injections kela hora. Day no kona hou māheleʻia i loko o ke ao a me ka po. Once ma luna o ka loaa ana mai kekahi lāʻau a hiki i kekahi. No nā makemake Tatiana ua ole hou.

- Baby? No, I Ka Nani hou e pili ana ia ia, aole loa ia manaʻo. Ua Ua noho ia e kekahi - o ka huli 'ana no ka ai'. I ole ia loaa hihiuʻeha, e uhai i na iwi, haehae kela Muscle i loko o ke kino. hiki ole Normal kanaka ike ana, no ka mea, o keia, i kekahi o ia mau mea ua hoano e. Ua Kahalaopuna e like oe haehaeia a kaʻawale lākou. Au ke noho hou i loko o ka lumi wale, i ka manawa chudilis leo a pau, he mea me he mea kekahi kiaʻi mai iaʻu ma ka puka. Akā, ma ke alanui i ole e hele mai hoomahaia i noonoo hahai kai. Ka maluhia i hele mai ma hope o ka pana wale. "

E ahaʻia ana i ke kino addict, insatiably ae kauoha mai make no oia ia ia iho? Ma ka holomua ke kahua o ka maʻi attraction i ka lāʻau ia mea,ʻaʻole e ikaika. Ua lilo unbearable! Ua manao e like kela kino, i - na halepaahao i loko o ke kino ua loaa addict 'ino a me ka mea e pono ai: "E haawi mai! E haawi mai ia waiʻona! "

Uluwehi O ... He wale nō - ka enemi aloha, ke kōkua i ka addict i loko o kona weliweli moku'āina o ka lāʻau pololi.

Akā, 'aneʻi somehow kahu ai e kiʻi ma ka lāʻau a me ka tame i kēia wahi lulu hoʻomäinoino ka kela hapa o stupefying make. A me ka mea i hiki mai ai? ʻike makaʻole kiai halepaahao iho imua o ke kai.

I loko o kēia wā i ka "oo 'ino" addict manaʻo hou e pili ana e keʻehi aku, a aole hoi e loaa ia. He i kekahi pahu hopu: e kiʻi pohaku uinihepa, o ka hoʻokolokoloʻiaʻana hookahi me ka excruciatingʻeha, cramps a me ka makau. Ano lawe i ka lāʻau no ka addict 'o ia hoʻi, e hoomalielie aku ÿole ÿia hoÿi Ilamuku no ka pono o kekahi mau hola i ka addict manaoio "ola."

Ma hope o ka loaa ana i ka lāʻau, i ke kanaka i maʻamau nānā aku, a me ke ahiahi, nana oluolu iho la. Kona naʻau i loko hoʻololi:ʻaʻohe makaʻu ole apathy. He lilo kaʻoliʻoli a me ka hauʻoli. He - ola! He ola ... a oe e i makemake i ka manaʻo make i ka narcotic ehaeha i keia "ola" 'aʻole e mau ana no ia ia mau, a kuu "nā māhele" me ka lāʻau. Pono no kekahi mau hola - a hiki i ka kekahi withdrawal. No laila, i ka addict komo i loko o ka poino ana o ke kahua, he uuku reminiscent o ke kanaka ola.

Eia ka moʻolelo o ka lāʻau addict ma ka inoa o Maria i loko o ka puke Strelkova.

"I makemake e lele mai i ka puka aniani, e hoolei ia ia iho ma lalo o nā huila o ko kaa ma ke alanui ... au i kahea ana, a me au i ka laʻi Nalohia. Ka mea, i ole maopopo ana au e pono ai i ka ae like o ka pakalōlō ... House kuikui aku, a kokoke i umi wale ia i kona makuwahine, ka mea nana i hana i ka olelo. "

A eia ka i ka mea kākau wehewehe i kona manaʻo.

"Ke kaikamahine lulu iho la ia i nā manaʻo kōkua o ka manamanalima. Pauhia. Ua nahu kona mau lehelehe i ke koko, no laila, i ole e hoolei i ka tantrum ma luna o ka loa i ka manawa maopopo trifling. Na mea a pau i lilo i malihini a me ka nasty. "

He aha ka ke ala mai o keia ke haiia'ku? E kiʻi kālā i kekahi ala e kuai ai ', a pakele. A laila, - ma hope o ka hapalua o ka lā a me ka lā? Na ia! Akā, e hoʻomau Fusiliers.

"Mashaʻaʻole no ka mea i makemake ole i ka hookipa. A hoomaka mai la e huki i na mea mai o ka hale. Kuai mai nui waihona ... No kekahi mea oioi, kapa iho la i kona mau momoku ahi hou nā kamaʻa puki, gula pepeiao, he nani male. Makuahine hākilo loa ua hoano e ia a pau loa, akā,ʻaʻohe mea i loa ohumu no: ua manaoia he hilahila i ka olelo aku i kana kaikamahine - he lāʻau addict ".

Pela no ke kūlana kiʻekiʻe - he lāʻau addict ua huiia me kekahi, aole emi Waladema, - he aihue la (a me kaʻaihue). Oia hoi, ina i kekahi, e kapa aku i kekahi lāʻau addict aihue ia iho, oia ke ike mai ... aihue mai o lākou iho. Mua - ma kona mau ... A laila ... he puu, he wahi lihi iki o ka lāʻau addicts ana manawa - a no kaʻaihue a me ka powa, a me ka powa ...

"He lńkou like me ka E N T i 'ole e ka m y me N y me makou ka h E R E ke' ole E R I mau 'ole."

(Goethe)

"P E R i loko o ka E y me ka H ka a me E ka m ma, e R O ke na a - e ia ma ka b. E b, a na ke me au ma na b. E ke pa i kekahi i kekahi me ka y me e ka ke 'ole i loko o ka ".

(Horace)

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Ke Akua i hanaʻi ke kanaka, i ka hāʻuleʻana i kēia ua kanaka e e huki i ka ai '. A aole hoi heʻano papa hana e hoʻopale ai i ku e aku ai 'mea i hoakaka ia.

Uluwehi O - ia mea no kekahi meaola aggressor. He pepehi ka mea na nā loko, a me ka ino Moana, o na la lakou i ko lakou kekahi hopena i hōʻikeʻia, i nā pilikia (aʻaʻole manawa e hiki!) To ola.

Manao wale ia o ka hanau ana o keʻano papa hana - albeit i loko o ka Hawaii kaa a mokokailala - kouʻenemi, ka makemake e hana ino aku ia oe, sypanul ke olonā i one. A - aha? Ke engine holoʻokoʻa e e poino! Wale nō no ka mea, o ka hanau ana ...

A kanaka e lawe i ka lāʻau, "malicious, kaikoo ke one", ke olelo nei au i ka narcotic make i loko i ka Railroad ka hui, mua o ke ola huikau kahua. A hiki ina ole koke, a me ka - ma ka huli. Akā, e lawe me ka ma, a ma nā loko, a nenoai o maʻamau hana.

Hiki i ka mea nana o ke kaʻa, ka makemake e hana ino aku ia oe iho e noonoo ai i na!, Ninini one i loko o nā nā mea pilihao a paukūʻolokaʻa ulia kaʻa engine? No, i kekahi e hana! Ma hope o nā mea a pau, no ka mea kaʻa, a me nā kālā i uku - o ka puu.

ʻO kekahi mea - kou mau kino! Free loaʻa i kona iāʻoe ... No, na makua o kou ola, kou, e ai ana a me ka hooho ana i loaʻa nui aku pipiʻi kaʻa. Akā,ʻo wai, hiki ana no o ka lāʻau, manaʻo e pili ana i kou mau mākua ... a hiki - ana ia ia iho!

He aha ka hana i loko o ke kino o kekahi kanaka i keia me ka komo "olioli", haawiia keia i like me ka lāʻau? Keia ninau ua aku la o Sidorov a me Yuzefovich i loko o ka puke: "ke alanui a hiki i kekahiʻaoʻao. Ka lāʻau 'ino i loko o adolescents. "

"Ka mua ana o narcotic waiwai nui nā poʻe hiamoe. A manao o ka maule ana, nausea, ka luaʻi, pōniuniu, hiccups, kīhaeʻia, ʻeha i loko o ka maka, profuse sweating, uunu nui, ka makau, ka iini - a pau kēia mau ola symptoms, na hoailona o kaʻapu kōheoheo. Ke kino pono e hoʻomaʻemaʻe mai i ke kumu. Maoli ai, anesthetized hoʻomaka e pale aku i ka lāʻau i ke kumu emi discomfort. Akā, inā he mea ka hoao ana i ka lāʻau addict, ka mea wehewehe i - keia mea he pokole kŰia, ia mea pono ia i ke ahonui, e makemake ai, a "o ka uku." Aia hoʻi, ka mea iniiaiie kaʻawaʻawa loa ka waiʻona ma ke hoʻomaka e mae. Kēia 'o ia hoʻi i ka mea make uhi pū pale. Kona kumu waiwai nō i loaʻa kona palena, a ma neia hope aku ana ... "

Ma ka hopena o ka lāʻau i palapala mai Brawlers.

"Opium addicts koke mi kino, poe oo hoi, mae libido, hoʻopōʻino hoomanao, ikaika haahaa hana a ka makakū 'ōili mai ka ai-kapa ooo ana o ka ka ana,' kokololio ulu o ke ake maʻi a me nā konāhua 'ole."

Poʻe, noka mea:

"Kaʻino ano keia ano o ka 'ino, i ka wa a ka lāʻau e injected i loko o ke kino o ka' ohe mea oioi ... hana - ka uila.

Uluwehi O, koke ae la i loko o ke koko, e kauoha ana i ka merciless lāʻau a hiki i ka lolo, akepaa, naau ... "

He aha kēia nui ke kumu o ka maʻi ai '? E mai iaʻu e haawi aku i kumu hoohalike no ka hopena o ka laha ana o ai ': ka pakalōlō. List wale nō maʻi, oa lōʻihi-makahiki, protracted maʻi, i ke kumu no ka pakalōlō. Dryness o mucous membranes, dilated na haumana, hoʻopōʻino hihiʻo, conjunctivitis (maka maʻi). nasal congestion. Maloo cough, asthma, maʻi bronchitis, akemāmā Ka maʻi 'aʻai. Maʻi nausea a me ka luaʻi. Maʻi loa puu. Headaches. Gastric ulcer a duodenal ulcer. maʻi o na pancreas - pancreatitis. ake maʻi (hepatitis, cirrhosis). I ka maʻi o ka bladder - cystitis. Irritability. Maʻi luhi ...

Aia i e nā pilikia i ola - oe inoa ia, a me na meaola - kona nawaliwali loulou. Mea i waiwai e hōʻike i kekahi hana keaka hopena o ka lāʻau i. I ka wā e hiki mai, e loaa mua a me ka makemake e hoʻomaka i ka 'ohana i ka wa, e hiki e hanau ai ka mai a mentally kakouv keiki, a he nui na kanaka a me na wahine ma ka nui hiki ole i na keiki - e e fruitless.

Healthy kanaka ke heluhelu i ka papa inoa o nā maʻi haawiia indifferently me ka mea, hoopoipoi (nae!), 'Aʻole i kona, akā, kekahi. Akā, inā e hana ai ', alaila, he nui wale o kēia mau maʻi, a inevitably e ku i kou kino.

He aha e hoʻololi i ka mea ia manawa i loko o kou ola ana? E ka nānā i ka hana ana o ka loa e like me ka maʻi: gastric a duodenal ulcers.

Ua noa,ʻo ka loa opiopio, ua i loko o kaʻeha, mai kekahi scratches,ʻoki. Burns, kekahi manawa, - mai abscesses ma ka manamana lima a me kuekue wawae ... Gastric ulcer - mea he flaw ma ka palupalu pā nā'aʻaʻa! A me ka eha i ka mea ia manawa, e like me ia mai ka oki, puhi a me ka mai hehe, kau pu!

A me ka mea ia eʻai i loko o kēia maʻi? Hard e olelo ... a pau i hiki ole! Huʻi ole, a me ka palemo iho, a me ka huawaina, ai hiki ole e ... au e makemake ana? Au iʻai i kekahi māhele? Koke a payback: oe hoʻomaka e squirm maiʻoi eha.

E helu i nā symptoms o kekahi - mea hoi a pau mawaena o lāʻau mea hoʻohana (i waena o alcoholics) maʻi: hepatitis, ma ke kumu o ka a hoʻomōhala cirrhosis. I kekahi kanaka inā pilikia ka haumāna i loko o kēia maʻi? Nawaliwali ka hoomaopopo ana. Luhi, Kanikani'āʻula, unexplainable naʻau i loko loli ... ehaeha ma ka akau maluna quadrant. Weight Loss. Kahe ana ke koko nui aʻe ana a me nosebleeds. Skin maʻi.

A o ka mea i loko o keia kulana home 'ole mai manaʻo, "Inā au i ike ..."

"I ke b. A me ka pa, a w, no one a me ka h palena N a? H ka L O pela aku i kekahi i kekahi, e R e pa y me ka m, a ka m E am ka am ka m + w me ka a me ka pa, a E m + a me E E n, K i ka h e R e M aloha k y me k n o ka Halau ke e b i loko o ko 'ole ".

(Fodak)

kōkua iā ia,

Ua E e olelo mai e pili ana i kekahi maʻi e loli ai kuhikuhi o ka lāʻau. Ua ua i ke kumu ma ka hana o ka lāʻau, ka lāʻau 'ia i loko o keia hihiaʻauhau'ēʻaʻe. Mākou e kamaʻilio e pili ana i ka maʻi i ua kapaia: kōkua iā ia, (lilo immunodeficiency maʻi pale). Ia maʻi, e lanakila i lapaau i ole i loaʻa i ka ike loea mea. Ka mea wale nōʻaoʻao,ʻaʻole e make o kōkua iā ia,: pakele aoao i ka maʻi.

Ka maʻi ia lŘlŘ ka wā i kekahi mea hoʻomaʻi kapaia ke kanaka i loaʻa i loko o ke koko: HIV (kanaka immunodeficiency mea hoʻomaʻi).

Ka mea hoʻomaʻi, o ka a mākou e'ōlelo aku, ke kiʻekiʻe o pepehi i ka'ōnaehana paleʻea nenoaiu, i mea, pepehi keena e hoomalu iho i ke kino, mai koʻohune. Ke kulana hiki ke hoohalikeia ia i ke kūlanakauhale i hoʻopilikiaʻia, a ma ka deftly kiola saboteur lohi kekahi hana naʻaupō make koa i make. Mai lilo i koa - ma laila e eʻaʻole e hoomalu aku i ke kulanakauhale.

Pela ka mea, o 'aneʻi. Make "defenders" o ke kino. A ua nui na maʻi nui, i hoʻohana 'ia "ālai ia'" e hoʻoikaika i aiiay keena, ua e hana kona luku hana ole hindrance. Kēia manawa o ka maʻi i kapaia o kōkua iā ia,.

HIV maʻiʻaʻai hiki hoʻomōhala i loko o kekahi mau makahiki. Ke kanaka i loko o kēia wā kekahi manawa i mea ola pilikia, akā, HIV, mai ka mea e hohola ai i nā kanaka. Neʻe akula 'wale nō ma nāʻaoʻao: ma moe hui', a ma ke koko. No ka laʻana: ina ka hoʻomanawanui mea ola, a hoʻohana 'ia no ka injections kekahi,ʻaʻole disinfected, e like me ka manaʻo, me ka' ohe.

No ke aha la e ka widest laha o kōkua iā ia, i waena o ka lāʻau 'mea hoʻohana loaa? Uluwehi O addled ke kanaka, aole ia e manao mai e pili ana i ko lakou ola. He makemake ko intimacy me ke kaikamahine - e hele mai ma luna o! A "kaikamahine" hiki mua ka wahine me kekahi makua e noho ana me HIV ... A laila, ma laila nō e kekahi ahonui. A - kekahi e hiki kumu o ka maʻiʻaʻai ana i keia loa a me ka maʻi hiki i ka lā. Kekahi mau condom ho'ēmi i kā ka pilikia o ka maʻi. Akā, e pono nō ke hoʻohana 'ia skillfully a me ka pololei, aʻaʻole ia e hoola ia lakou iho, mai HIV. Eia naʻe, ka ona pinepine kanaka ole ihola uaʻoi aku ko lākou ia e makaala lakou ...

Kaʻana like i ka 'ohe, nui, i loko o ka papa o ka lāʻau addicts. He aha ina - mai ka hoʻomanawanui i ke ola? HIV aʻole e hala ka manawa i ku i ka hou nāna!

No, i kela kanaka keia kanaka iho mailoko me kōkua iā ia,, malia o ka mea haumia 'ohe, a i ole hoʻohana i ka' ölelo-ola me ka make kaa mea hoʻomaʻi. Ua pono, ma keia hihia, no ka huina 'ohe eʻaʻole pilikia?

E lawe mai! Loa paha - ia e lawe mai. Addict, a ina ia mea, e hoʻolapalapa i ka 'ohe, loa pinepine' aʻole ai unprofessional (i loko o kaʻaeʻana i nā rula o kou niho, hiki ole ke ku imua o nā kapuahi manawa ...). Akā, pinepine i ka lāʻau 'ua lawelawe i mau hana a hoolapalapaia' ohe! A me ka mea ia ia ka hopena? Ke oia o ka hopena pinepine?

E like septicemia. No laila, i kēia kŰia ma ka laau lapaau. A e kū mālie no ka manaʻo mea puni, a ua kaulana: maʻiʻaʻai ana i ke koko. Ua hiki e pū i hiki ma ke koko o ka hepatitis a me nā maʻi. Akā hoʻi i kōkua iā ia,. He aha ke ano o ka uku hoomakaukauiaʻi ke kanaka ina ka mea, ua HIV-maikaʻi?

A uku mea like penei: pōkole a me ka hemahema - poluinvalidnaya, a ho'ōla - ka polokalamu JavaScript ola. Kōkua iā ia, Ua kākaʻikahi ola i kanakolu makahiki (inā loaʻa maʻi i loko o kona wa opiopio). Manaʻo e pili ana i ka mea: ina paha e wikiwiki mai ai i ka malamalama?

"W and R O o ke ka e - y me n pa M m R ke e N o ka pa a me ka pa '.

(Beranzhe)

ka noʻonoʻo 'kāna hana

Ma mua ia ka mea, ua he physical ehaeha addict. Akā, i oi kūlana drugged i kona manaʻo. - hoi ma adolescents, i loko o ka hoʻololi mai ka wā kamaliʻi a hiki i adulthood.

"Ka lāʻau 'ino - he' ano o ka noʻonoʻo pathology," - wahi a Gursky. Ia mea he 'ino - mea akin i ka hehena. Addict hana maopopo hōʻike i ka mentally ka polokalamu JavaScript.

I kekahi manawa ua ma luna o ka huakaʻi i loko o ka hookahi pahu me ke kanaka opiopio nana i ka lāʻau "Balda". Slobbering, me ka blankly, namunamu ihola i kekahi mea i maliu, ae wāwahi i kahi e, e hele, akā, me nā wāwae mai i hoopaa - hou flops ma luna o ka holopapa, lima mau i mau noi ... Oiai manawa "Psycho"! A me ka mea ia ia ke i hui 'ana me maʻamau kanaka? A pae i ka ia woozy "buddies," ia paha e ua loaʻa kekahi mau 'ōlelo. Paha no ka mea, addicts a me ka hele ana i "pack", kahi i shadowy honua, kahi o ka absurd, a me ka hana, aole ia e he incongruous waena hoa.

A me ka mea ma hope o ia o ka moku'āina, nā mea i pono au i ho'ākāka 'ia ma kona mau kilo, hele mai la he kanaka mai o ka narcotic intoxication, ka mea makemake e maʻamau? I hopohopo ia.

Mua, keia "normality" no ka pōkole manawa - e, e huki hoʻi i ka lāʻau ', i ka wa i kona kāhea mai. Akā, a hiki i keia pōkole wā o ka "manao malu",ʻaʻoleʻo ia e e hiki ke • loaʻa piha ka noʻonoʻo maikaʻiʻana a me ka piha kanaka? Ueo.

Narcotic make ... kēlā me ka loaa ana i ka lāʻau 'koe i ke kino, a me ka kanaka manao he Trail o ka luku. A me ka hou kekahi kanaka hoʻohana ai ', me ka hou e e luku.

Ai '- literally na mea a pau! - haʻalele iʻeleʻele ma ka noʻonoʻo moku'āina o ka addict. A pinepine e alakai i ka noʻonoʻo 'kāna hana i ole e hoola iho la, a e ka polokalamu JavaScript junkie hiki.

A, ano hoi i noonoo ai oe ia oe iho opiopio, ola, piha o ka ikehu ... Imagine oe iho i ka wreck me ka kakini maʻi, ka noʻonoʻo 'kāna hana a me ka maʻi kāna hana i loko o ka lolo. A me ia mea ma ka umikumamaono - iwakalua makahiki!

Addicts i withdrawal (ole ana, alaila) hele ma naʻano likeʻole, akā, mau me kaʻoi haiahū kūmau mai ke kūmau. E au paipai aku i kekahi ano he kumu hoʻohālike o ka noʻonoʻo 'kāna hana.

Kekahi, e hina ia i loko o ke kaumaha,ʻo ia hoʻi,ʻo ia ka lanakila ma ka moku'āina o OE kaumaha, hopelessness,ʻo ia ke pana aku au i nā hola e moe ana ma luna o ka moe, disconnected mai kekahi ha awina, kokoke e disconnected mai ke ola i loko o ka hohonu o ka manao o ka hopelessness o ko lākou kulana.

Kekahi, hopu ae la uunu nui, hopohopo, ka makau, oia ke kome puni ka lumi i ka wā me aʻu i loaa i ka holoholona - me nā hīnaʻi manu, kekahi pono ia ia, uhai malū 'ana iā ia, kekahi mea e pili ana e hopu mai, a i aku la ia ia i ka mea ino weliweli ... weliweli ma mua o ka ino a kena ae la i addict ia iho, ia mea, ua hiki ole ke manao wale. Akā,ʻo ia mea iʻole, a hiki i ka loiloi i kā lākou mau hana,ʻo ia ka mea i hiki, a hiki hou - e nema aku ana iho (i kēia mea kākaʻikahi ola a me ka mea hiki ia).

Eia ka he excerpt, mai ka memo o ka lāʻau addict, ka mea i loko o kona puke Stanislav Gursky: "I ka hoohuli kokolo weliweli i hanaia i loko o ka palapala o ka ape-kanaka. Kanaka hapalua froze e make ea paha me ka paʻa mau maka, Keko hōʻike i kona mau niho i loko o ka grin niho, a blinkingʻulaʻula me ke koko o ka maka. He blinked ma iaʻu me inā au i kaʻono hakina e ai ... "A hou:" au i manao ai e like au i excised me ke koko ".

Ka ona hoemiia nona iho no ka hoopai ana, mōakaaka a me ka hana mau o ka 'ōlelo. Ia lŘlŘ incoordination, mōakaaka a me ka hana mau ana o ka noi, hikiʻole i ka hana maikai Hawaii ana, koena instability, teeter, insecure gait. Loli a lima. Ua Ua hoʻololi hiki e loa e hoʻokēʻai ai, "mīkini-kī", 'ole - ". Porridge i loko o kona waha" lohi, slurred, me ina he kanaka i olelo mai

'O kēia pehea ka Gunners e loaa ana addict, a me kona noʻonoʻo naeaeaa.

"Maloo kanaka kupikipikio ma luna o kona moe i loko o ka haukapila lumi me'ākeʻakeʻa puka makani. Kona kino hoʻonäuki. Uhi ia me na kulu nui o ka hou. Mai manawa i ka manawa i hoomaka ai frantic koi aku ia i ka luaʻi. Ke hoomanawanui, kahea aku la, e poino, noi aku la, hea aku la ia ma ka leo hihiu:

- Help! I Laki make! E hāʻawi aku i ka heroin! Ke kauka, walania iho la! Ilo, keʻokeʻo ilo nahu mai iaʻu! Wehe i ka ilo!

He Uaʻaumakua lulu aku la laua i kekahi meaʻike makaʻole. A hoomaka hou e olokaa ae i ka moe, growling i loko o kaʻeha. "

Moku'āina o ka iini a me ka makau, i loko o ka mea kahe o ka addict ua ole mau kaupalena 'ia oo meaningless eʻimi i puuhonua, i pakele, mai ka pilikia mai o mokuahana. I kekahi manawa, i kēia e hopohopo nei huli i loko o aggression, o ka addict i huhu, e ka loaʻa o ka inaina, ukiukiʻana i ka ...

A ku mai?

Ae, i ka mea i huli mai ma lalo o ka lima.

Pākuʻi i keia mea nui ma mua o kekahi mea e ae i ka addict makemake kekahi mea: o kona ona e make - lāʻau. A ina kekahi manaoʻo ia ke hāʻawi mai i ke kālā i ka lāʻau, akā, e hana mai ...

Nei au heluhelu i loko o ka karaima chronicle, e like me ka lāʻau addict pepehi i kona makuahine i mea e ohi i kona hoomau, a kuai i ai '. A laila, ua walania iho la a make o ka overdose ...

Ka wale hihia? Auwe! Ma keia abstinent ukiuki kaikaina pepehi kaikaina, a me ke keiki i i hookoe mai i kona makua kāne, a me ka pinepine make ma na lima o ka hapa-hehena freak malihini.

Eia ka he kea mai o ka puke Urakova.

"I ka withdrawal ia lŘlŘ ka staircase e alakai ana i ka po o ka noʻonoʻo 'a me ka physical hoomanawanui, he o ka lehulehu a me ke kapuai, e hoomanao hoi i kekahi mamua lāʻau addict, he lōʻihi manawa e lawe i ka ai', Haalulu iho a me na mea he nui makahiki ma hope, e hooki aku:" Aole loa e ole ka hiki manaʻo o ia eha, e hana eha mai i ke kanaka uhane a me ke kino, a mākou iā mākou iho i na la oe iho! "

Addict ma luna ai 'i ka mahina hallucinations, oia ua ia e hiamoe ma ka ike maopopo, a me hallucinations - ia kona mea moeʻuhane. Maoli, i loko o kēia mauʻoluʻolu moeʻuhane, a me ka manaʻo o ka lāʻau i.

Akā,!

Ka mea mau i hallucinations i ole oluolu. I kekahi manawa, i ka addict i ua moe hou iho nei ka mana weliweli. Up i ka mea i kekahi ... au hana i "kekahi", akā, i kēia kanaka, ka mea i hiki ia ia kokoke, imi e pepehi ia ia! A me ka addict iho no e hoouka mai i ka oleloia mea pepehi kanaka, a me ka mea o ka hope o keia aggression - ia mea paakiki ke kilokilo ...

A i 'ole ia mea i ka hale i ke ahi, a me ke kanaka ilihune, "e pakele ai i ke ahi," Lele mai o ka lānai, a mai o ka puka makani i kekahi kahua hahi.

A - hoʻokahi hou pilikia. Ua hana (a pinepine!) I " 'oni iki" mai o ka lāʻau,ʻaʻole ia e hoʻi i kona maʻamau moku'āina, a ma hope o ka hana ana o ka lāʻau i pau ka moni. Noʻonoʻo kāna hana i maʻi, a me ka mea hiki i hoʻomaka ai, a hiki ma hope o ka hiki mua ma ka ola o ka ai '! Me kela mea keia mea e like me ka hana i kēia? No,ʻaʻole pau. Akā, hiki oe i kumu hoʻomalu i ia mea he tona o ka b and ua ole ana i ka hiki mai i kēia hewa ...

Eia ka mea kākau i kēia kumuhana Urakov:

"Ka pilikia o ka psychosis i ka mea mua e lawe i ka lāʻau, ka mea kiʻekiʻe i ka kaikaina o ka makahiki o ke kanaka e lawe i ka waiʻona. No nui hoʻoweliweli 'ana i ka ulu ana o ka psychosis i hookahi mahele lāʻau o ka lāʻau i loko o adolescents. O ke kumu ho i ka mea i oi loa reacts i kamalii a me adolescence, ka psyche o ke kino i hanaʻia ma ka n la e ka W Oʻawahia loa. Keia ano ua wehewehe aku ma ka mea i oi aku ka oolea a me ka lōʻihi like 'ole ma mua o ua o mua kanaka. "

E ahaʻia ana i ka ua kanaka la? Eia he laʻana o ka rifle puke e wehewehe i ka Episode i loko o ka psychiatric haukapila.

"Ma ka Hale (ka teenage 'Oihana) me nā puka makani uhi me ka metala hei, ehiku kanaka a pau. Okoa i ka nānā aku a me ka makahiki. Ka mea, i hui pu ia e kekahi mea: ka mea, ua pau k addicts.

... - E hele mai iā mākou, Dima - kapaia ke kauka no ka mea i flipping ma o ka puke.

Dima hele mai, paʻa ana i kona lima'ākau i ka papaküʻaʻahu.

Mua mākou e kū ana i ka mea i nana aku me he wahi elemakule kanaka. Wrinkled maka wrinkled, he wiwi'ā'ī, he mimino mńka, manamana lima i noke lulu.

- Dima umikumamalima ka lei, - wahi a ke kauka - hoomaka ka hoʻohana 'ana ai' i heʻumikumamākolu a me ka hapalua. Mākou Ua loaa i kekahi mau pule aku nei. Ua pono e noho i loko o ka moku'āina hooki i loaʻa i loko o ka hale ilalo o ka hale keʻena. Me ka polyethyleneʻeke ma luna o kona poʻo i loko o a residues i Ua aloha'ūheheʻe.

- E vedt a hiki make, - au i haʻi aku iā ia.

Dima frowned, haohao mea e olelo aku ai, ma hope blinked a croaked i kekahi mau manawa.

- Ua pono, e Duck ... Little byvat ... au, e ike, keiki kāne hoʻopoina oklemalas ...

- Dima, pehea ka nui o ia e ia, ina eiwa puunaueia e ekolu?

Ke keiki i hoka ai noʻonoʻoloi, laila, hesitantly pane:

- paha, elima ... "

Ma keia hana, teenager loli ana ma ka hoʻohana pākela '. Akā, i kekahi lāʻau 'ke alakai i ka like noʻonoʻo maʻi.

Mai maʻamau e lilo i iho la o Morona ... Aole i kekahi wildly!

I hoʻopau i kēia mokuna i nā'ōlelo a ka mea kaulana German playwright a me ka thinker Schiller:

"Laʻana o ka m, a N g. H y me pela aku o R, a [illegible] ka b. E ka M N makou i ka ke b [illegible] g. A me ka e o".

I keia hoohewaia e pili iā 'oe ai ole - oia resolutely.

lāʻau abuser

Ka hopena o ka addicts Dima au aku la ma ka mokuna. E ka kamailio e pili ana i keia kŰia i hou au mamuli.

Hoʻohana pākela 'mea okoa mai ka' ino wale 'ona i stupefy i ke kanaka, a me kā lākou mauʻaoʻao o ka hokii. Eia hou kekahi, hoʻohana pākela 'He pinepine ka precursor i ka' ino, he nui addicts e addicted hope.

I loaa "kiʻekiʻe" lāʻau abuser? Hoiliili i loko o ke ea eke o ka puaʻa waiwai, a kau aku la i kona ihu ma keia AEeAaOA, ia pulls he paʻa o ka make i loko o kona kino. Kekahi makemake manaʻo: He aha ka hewa i mea pū me kekahi e komo ai? Povdyhali kekahi manawa i kēia mea unappetizing ala pobaldeli ... A o keia - 'ino i ke kino? Kēia mea,ʻaʻole he lāʻau!

'Oe ke kapa i kēia kemika lāʻau a me ka lāʻau, akā, i ka pōʻino ka mea, e lawe nō ka narcotic. A me ka mua o nā mea a pau ia e loli ai i ka lolo! Poʻe hewa nui o nā mea a pau, loli ma na keena o ka lolo, i hoʻomaka ai ka wā hoʻohana pākela ', N e E ke R i' ole ka m mau. I mea ole amenable i kekahi lapaau. Normal adolescent lilo, e olelo aku nei lākou naʻau mentally kakouv.

An pōkole i ka inhalation o toxins ia lŘlŘ ma adolescents poʻe e ohi i ka hale ilalo, attics 'ole' ē aʻe secluded pāhili. Ike paka i ua wāwahiʻia, ke'ōlelo mai, mai ka malamalama i ka mea kaumaha stun. keiki entails i ka noho ana o pōniuniu wale, a me ka pilikia makapō hallucinations, ulu ma ka intoxication.

I ka hoʻomaka o kaʻapu kōheoheoʻana me ka papau pōniuniu teenager hiki nō ike kakau ia ia ia mau olelo, a hiki pane i ka nīnau. Akā, ma hope oia pōniuniu wale e like me ka mea ua kau e moe ma a aku mai ka maʻamau ke ola. Ike paka i ua huliʻia hou a me ka nui, ma ka loa hoopii, hele aku i loko o ka coma, 'o ia hoʻi, he mea piha lilo o ka ike paka i. Keia ano mea ola na olelo hooweliweli e lāʻau abuser like hihia hoʻi hanu, koko holo, a pau na keʻano o ka hanaʻana o ka nui haʻawina.

Akā, mai i lawe mai ia lakou iho i ka lilo o ka ike paka i, lāʻau abuser ua kaʻapu kōheoheo i kou kino. Ua Ua hoikeia mai ma ka mea i kona maka, ua ula, a conversely, haikea, haumana dilate, e hoola ae i ka pana, hanu e hoola ae, aia no he manao o ka dryness i loko o ka waha. Gait mea shaky, hesitant, e like me ka kanaka iʻona.

No ka mea awaawa make, ai kou kino me ka lāʻau abuser? "Baldezh" mea akaka pōkole gaiety (a laila -ʻaʻole e mau ana), hallucinations, a hoʻokaʻawaleʻoe iāʻoe iho, mai a pau o ke ola ana o ka pilikia a me ka pilikia. Akā, he nui addicts kahi o ka leʻaleʻa, e kiai loa kekahi mau manaʻo: mea ukiuki loa, ka lokoino, aggression, hoʻoweliweli i ka loa a me ka inu ana a puni hanana. I loa hoʻopilikia o ka ike paka i pono ai mālama ', i ole ia ka lāʻau abuser i make.

Kēia mea i ke ala o ka lāʻau abuser. E ka i kapa aku ai ia Andrew.

Ka mua poino i ka meaola Andrew luku ai i loko o ka lima o ka papa, hoʻomaka e uwahi ana. Lohi kauo iho la oia i kona makuakane i ka uahi paka paka i loko o ka 'Ia kula me na¯ a' oi mau keiki. Kekahi o ka mua a me ka "naauao" e pili ana i ka hainā ke keiki, kono "pobaldet" i loko o ka haalele halepapaa.

Hoʻohana pākela 'ua ulu loa koke. Soon Andrew ua o Laielohelohe e honi i ka Nine Inch make kela lā. Ka hui i e kaʻana i kēia mau waiwai kumu "baldezh" a me "kiʻekiʻe" me ka 'ē aʻe nō. No ke aha la e hana nei lakou ia ia? No ka mea, e hiki Inhale a wale, ia mea waiwai wale nō e loaʻa ka secluded wahi.

Andrew mau makua hana, ka hale noho i ke kupuna wahine kahiko a me ka poe mai. Andrew i kona hale, mai ke kula, laka 'ia iā ia iho i loko o ka' Ia, a "baldel". Eono mahina ma hope o ka baldezh mua Andrew kulu mai o ke kula. He lilo lethargic, apathetic, hiki ke noho i hola i loko o ka mea ia kulana, me ka hana i kekahi mea me ka manao ole i kekahi mea. A wale Pono e extractʻawahia intoxication hoʻi ia no ka pōkole manawa i kaʻeleu ola.

Alana dala na makua i ole haawi aku. A loaʻaʻo ia i ka mea ala mai o ia, a he nui na mea e ae: hoomaka e aihue. Once au i hele i ka powa, akā, i hopu. He Ua hopu.

Hoʻoponopono ia i hana ole. Akā, ka mea makemake e aho e e hookolokoloia mai ai au! ana i kona manawa ma hope, he kanaka i ka manawa e hoʻi i ka maʻamau ola. i ole i Andrei ia o ka manawa. He i ia manawa, ua aiʻapu kōheoheo kou lolo i ka i lilo i imbecile. I ka 'inikua' ōlelo ia i kapaʻia ai ka maʻi: ʻawahia encephalopathy. Pākuʻi i keia i ka naau a me ka akepaʻa.

Mai ka makahiki o ka umikumamaha i ka polokalamu JavaScript ke keiki, a hoomau iho la oia i kona ola i loko o ka noʻonoʻo haukapila.

He mea e hiki 'aneʻi, e haawi i ka mōʻaukala o nā ola o nā lāʻau addicts, akā, ka mea e ole oko nui mai ia. ʻawahia "baldezh"ʻaneʻane mau lilo i ka teenager ka polokalamu JavaScript.

Eia naʻe, he nui addicts mai i ola mai a hiki i ke ahiahi kīnā o ke kino. ʻawahia waiwai me he loa okoa manao, ma ka inhalation hiki i pōniuniu a maʻule hou ihola nō, a me ke kanaka - i loko o ke ea eke, i ka make mau, e kahe ana i loko o ka maʻiʻaʻai ... a me ka hiki ole losing ike paka, lāʻau abuser 'aʻole i mau i hiki maluhia pehea ka nui o oe Inhale i ka make o ke ola. Oi i ka manawa pilikia keia - a "baldezh" e ia i ka hope.

"M N O m y me Z he b e b O N kekahi i kekahi i kekahi, e 'ole E a me N E k m y me makou m y me e ka b e b O R i ka h palena y me a me ka m. P E R i loko o kaʻakaʻakaʻana ma ke kauhale o - m y me e ka i ka D ka pa i ka y me ka m ".

(L. N. Tolstoy)

"W E R e N E H E l D E y me k E H E i ka t, na e b e N E D E D H a me ka b, a aloha i ka m M ke H au x me."

(Epiktet)